If I become 100% self-aware. If I review my whole life, review everything things did, done to me and learn the reasons and learn from them. I will be able to initiate peace treaty with myself. This will be the most difficult task of my life. I am very tired of civil war without, peace at any cost. Peace process is in progress.
The day I will sign peace treaty with myself, that will be real victory with myself and I will happily ever after. The wonderful beginning.